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There are many, many times that we grievers are completely irrational. It could be as small as something hurtful we said, or something meaningful we failed to say.īecause we feel like we did something wrong.Īs our dear cyber-friend Marty over at has been known to say, just because you feel guilty doesn’t mean you are guilty. That may be as large as a grievous error in judgment or mistake that led to a death. Sometimes we fail to do things we wish we had done or should have done.

We make mistakes and sometimes those mistakes have significant consequences. But first and foremost, we need to accept that guilt is a common and normal feeling in grief.Īs much as people are quick to say something wasn’t our fault or we shouldn’t feel guilty, a reality of life is that we all screw up sometimes. So, when it comes to why we feel guilt, it is important to reflect on the reasons for our guilt and then consider ways we can cope with guilt. We can’t stop feeling guilty because someone tells us to – sorry, that’s sadly just not how feelings works. Feelings need to be validated and we need to find ways to accept, integrate, and move forward with these feeling. If you missed it, we wrote a post a while back about why you should never tell a griever not to feel guilty. In case you were worried, that is a totally normal reaction.

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If you’re like me, your inner-angsty-14-year-old probably screamed “don’t tell me how to feel, you don’t know me!!”. If you have ever felt guilt associated with your loss and articulated it to someone else there is a good chance you heard some variation of, “oh, don’t feel guilty!” or “you shouldn’t feel that way, it wasn’t your fault”. So today we are thinking about, talking about, and embracing guilt and grief (well, sort of). We have had a lot of comments about guilt on the blog and facebook lately. In our experience most grievers have some level of guilt associated with their loss – sometimes big, sometimes small. Now, we could just assume I have guilt issues (quite possible) but luckily I have worked with enough grievers over the years to know that my guilt when grieving is the rule, not the exception. I rehashed all the things I felt I should have done, all the negative thoughts I had over the years, and approximately a million other guilt-thoughts that often plague survivors of substance losses. When my sister’s boyfriend died of an overdose years later, my guilt went to a new level. I had guilt that I hadn’t called him more during my first year of college, guilt that in the hospital we had told him it was okay to let go and that we would be okay without him. I felt guilt that I wasn’t a match for a bone marrow transplant, though rationally I knew I had no control over that. Though his death didn’t fit into one of the categories known for guilt, that didn’t stop me from feeling guilty. When my dad died I remember well the intense guilt I had in the months that followed. Is this Normal?, Grief Articles for Beginners, Guilt in Grief

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